My ex boyfriend just found him self another girl (after 3 week from our break up)
I'm really frustrated not just beacause he found a girl but because he treated me like a piece of shit. He left me with no reason. Well maybee there was a reason but he never told me anything.
He started to tell to all our comune friend lies about me and things that I told him about me when we where together.
He treats her in a very beautiful and sweet way. He never treated me like this. I'm just going crazy. I tell to everybody that I'm feeling good that I forgot him but in reallity I'm just here... waiting for a message from him. And I know that he will never text me again. Never text me back. And never text me again anymore. All our moment... our love... our world he destoyed it. With words. He just destroyed it.
I'm waiting for him. I'm such a stupid little girl.
I don't know what to do. Nothing helps actually. I'm deeply lost.
I will just find consolation in my sigarettes that burn faster than passion who consume in a cloud of smoke and with alcohol that stops my brain from thinking and my heart from beating
I'm not crying beacuse I'm a strong girl and I'm not going to cry for every ashole who I meet.
But damn I still love him
